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Name: secretsofmihart2
Location: London, United Kingdom
Gender: Female
Interests: i like oj, friends, school, email, and going to the mall (yay for the new macy's coming :-))
Expertise: nothing... seriously
Occupation: Military
Message: message me
Member Since:
10/6/2005
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| so i just realized that i havent updated my xanga since 2006...and since its 2010 i think thats a while :] currently i am in love with jesus. i am attending geneva college and obsessing over my awesome friends. at this moment im watching the kim possible movie with adrielle gerics, skye mumau, and my sister alanna yungwirth who is visiting for a while. my major is visual communications and my focus is on fashion merchandising. i am moving to korea in 3 years which i am crazy excited for. life goes by so fast and it gets overwhelming sometimes but its great to always have god to rely on. in my english class i read an article about urban christianity and how christians will best influence the culture by residing in cities and being witnesses through acting like jesus christ. that means being loving, forgiving, honest, and dedicated. im trying to better my life so im more like christ because as it is now its all about me and thats too worldly of a focus. it isnt how i should be living. right after my last entry i started working at bob evans and now i still work there. im going home soon to see my family and work. im hoping we will be really busy so i can make a lot of money to spend on my sisters and myself. also since me and my older sister kathleen flipped our moms car recently, we got a new one. im hoping we will be able to drive our new one soon so i can drive around with my friends. well im gonna continue watching the movie with my frans so peace love and happiness. hit me up sometime! <3 | | |
| Well, my family went to idlewild and it was really fun.
we went around on all the rides and it was so much fun
that park has been around for 125 years and my dads been going since he was elise's age. so, its pretty cool...except back then it was free and he would just float down the river right by it in inner tubes with his brothers and sisters and they would all joke around and stuff....wish iwas there....
whats up with you all? leave a comment | | |
| sigh.
that just about sums up how i am feeling right now. im so happy that summer is here and I dont have to be running around doing this and that. I can just sit back and enjoy my lyfe the way it is. but, there are also sad sighs, and right now i am also feeling so depressed. Lyfe is just speeding by. Im going into 10th grade this year and yet i still feel like i shouldnt be allowed to have the responsibilities and freedom that I am given. I feel, for pretty much the first time in my lyfe like im just really stressed out and the troubles of the world are all over the place and all i want to do is lay down and sleep, but i cant do that! i have to take lyfe by the horns and lead it full out. No tiem for playing when i need to be looking out for my future. i need to straighten up. save myself from the path im leading of sitting around doing nothing. i should be volunteering. saving the world from evil. i could do so much more, but im just sitting here typing onto my computer. where is my lyfe going? where am i gonna be five years from now? will i even be ALIVE?? does any of this really exist, or is it all just a dream. | | |
| So, Summer is here and all the flowers are blooming!
There are green leaves everywhere and many things are different
I am no more a ghost...i have a sunburn...woo hoo!
Yoko has left the country, but the crawfords have entered!!!!
My boyfriend is gone for the week yay (JUST KIDDING!!!)
Bekah is obsessed with dressup games on the internet (HA HA SANTINO)
the peninsula water is cold but it feels soooo good!!!
K is still a computer hog, she will never change though :(
were getting our summer pool passes sometime this week so im happy
WOOOOO SUMMER IS IN THE HOUSE!
(and yes, i read mary poppins...stop laughing!) | | |
| Self Esteem (part of a song)
I know, Im being used
but its ok cuz i like the abuse
I know hes just playin with me
but thats ok cuz i got no self esteem
I guess, i should stick up for myself
but i really think its better this way
the more u suffer
the more it shows u really care...ya-a-a
i may be dumb,
but im not a dweeb
im just a sucker with no self esteem
--Offspring | | |
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